prinncesxd:
thanks for not breaking up with me properly.
prinncesxd:
wait here, i'll do it. since you never wanted to talk things out anyways
prinncesxd:
it's over.
prinncesxd:
oh hey, doesn't that make you feel a whole lot bettter?
prinncesxd:
i hope youre relieved.
krackin95:
Well your shit said swinger. So mind as well do the same thing
krackin95:
Like you would care.
prinncesxd:
Okay, well exuse me for coming up to during lunch and try to talk to you for the past two days
krackin95:
I can for sure tell that your over me
prinncesxd:
wow, you assume a lot of shit.
krackin95:
It's true
prinncesxd:
and how would you know?
krackin95:
Cos you go meet some other guy I don't know about and hug him?
prinncesxd:
i TRIED talking things out with you. do you not understand that i WANTED things to get better.
krackin95:
Well to late for that now.
prinncesxd:
you act like we don't even go out. it was useless. and you KNOW it
prinncesxd:
didn't*
krackin95:
Didn't I tell you I needed space?
krackin95:
You were the one that kept assuming that I wanted to break up with you
prinncesxd:
oh, yeah. cos i didn't read your comments to roseann saying " If she keeps doing these sort of things, then I’m leaving and never coming back again. Even if it’s going to hurt."
prinncesxd:
you partially left before today, what was the point of staying?
krackin95:
Fine whatever
krackin95:
I was just a jerk and a game
prinncesxd:
?
krackin95:
You hate me now, I get it.
prinncesxd:
you think i hate you?
prinncesxd:
honestly, i still love you. and i probably will for a bit longer more.
krackin95:
Yes I do think you hate me.
prinncesxd:
wow.. i absolutely disagree.
prinncesxd:
if i did, i wouldn't have tried talking to you AGAIN today at lunch.
krackin95:
I still love you. But this thing won't work out at all.
prinncesxd:
i know, it won't.
prinncesxd:
it rarely did, and when it did it wasn't for long.
krackin95:
I know.
krackin95:
But now since that your gone, I'll have to deal with you talking to other guys and hugging them.
krackin95:
I'll just fade into the background
krackin95:
I know that youre tired of all my bullshit.
prinncesxd:
hm, sure. well i might as well tell you, what i was going to say if i replied to your message last night; "most of the shit is true, and i'm not going to disagree. i know you'll be there for me. cos i'll be there for you too.you won't be an aquaintance. you'll always be more. after our relationship, everything's changed. and i'm also sorry for all that shit i pulled on you."
prinncesxd:
and everything else that i've said in the past, hasn't changed.
krackin95:
I didn't let you have freedom.I was to over protective. The only reason I was like this is cos I was scared of losing you..
prinncesxd:
It's fine, i did the same to you anyways.
krackin95:
But now I've lost you,and it's to late to take you back cos your heart is falling into somebodys elses arms.
prinncesxd:
HAHAHA, you seriously think i like like like that guy i just met?!
prinncesxd:
i'm sorry, i had to laugh at that one.
prinncesxd:
well, that isn't the reason why.
prinncesxd:
i still love you, the same way i did a month ago a week ago a few days ago, the same way i did when this relationship started and even more.
prinncesxd:
and you haven't lost me, i'm still here. like i've been for the past 4 months. i just won't be yours. but it'll be fine.
prinncesxd:
my love for you won't change
prinncesxd:
.... for awhile. and you should know that.
krackin95:
Right now, I don't know what to say to you. Cos I'm ballin' my eyes out.
prinncesxd:
.. i'm sorry. that we lead eachother on this far. knowing that we couldn't hold onto eachother. as much as we wanted to.
krackin95:
You were the best I ever had. But now your not ever going to be mine again.
krackin95:
I shouldn't have ever leaded you on.
prinncesxd:
actually, i somewhat will. don't forget that. i gave you most of me. and what you gave me, will last ... i probably shouldn't say this.. but, forever.
krackin95:
That was the last chance to love you, and I scarewed up.
prinncesxd:
it's not only youre fault. it's both of ours.
krackin95:
It was mine. It was my fault for being a pussy and not telling you what was on my mind
krackin95:
Your not ever going to be mine again.
prinncesxd:
you KNOW it's both of our faults. stop blaming yourself.
prinncesxd:
don't say never.
prinncesxd:
not ever, is basically the same.
krackin95:
How are you somewhat still going to be mine..?
prinncesxd:
youre always going to be my first love. im always going to be here for you. we'll always be more than friends.
prinncesxd:
well, i don't know about always. but as long as youre in my life.
prinncesxd:
and that'll be a very long time.
krackin95:
There's all these guys waiting for you. And it seemed like to wanted the finer things. An now there's your chance..
prinncesxd:
... none of them are better than you, to be honest.
prinncesxd:
and don't disagree. that's my honest opinion.
krackin95:
...
prinncesxd:
>_>
krackin95:
But they'll take care of you more than I ever did.
prinncesxd:
no, i know they won't.
krackin95:
How?
prinncesxd:
look how far we've went. no one has ever taken a relationship this far with me.
krackin95:
I just want to be what I was before an aqquantence
prinncesxd:
you are.
krackin95:
But you'll farther ones than this in the future. And I won't be in you're future ever again, even if I wanted to.
prinncesxd:
what do you mean by that ?
krackin95:
Means I won't be in your future even if I wanted to since your moving far away.
prinncesxd:
i'm not even sure about future plans, right now.
prinncesxd:
so don't worry about that, or think that.
krackin95:
I thought your suppose to be moving to San diego in the summer?
prinncesxd:
you mean next next summer? um, not fully sure about it. emily and i want to stay here, but our dad doesn't
krackin95:
Oh.
prinncesxd:
hm, yeah.
krackin95:
I don't think I'll ever find another girl as most as independent as you are.
krackin95:
You have all The things a guy ever wants.
prinncesxd:
i'm not -_-
prinncesxd:
no.
krackin95:
I'll be happy for the next guy that takes my spot.
prinncesxd:
....
krackin95:
I'll tell him to take good care of you and to not let her slip away cos shes one of a kind
prinncesxd:
not true, though
krackin95:
Well that's from your point ofview
prinncesxd:
>_>
krackin95:
I don't think I'll ever find anyone that will love me the way you did.
prinncesxd:
trust me, i feel the same way.
krackin95:
You changed me from a player to a person that needs love. And once I found you I thought I had the love of my life. But soon to find out this was only temporary. But when I woke up to you that one morning I felt something i'd never Want to stop feeling.
krackin95:
It felt so real, I thought I could taste it.
prinncesxd:
..
krackin95:
But then we divided, and now I'm lost without you here. I just don't need you mentally, I need you physically. But I can't anymore.
prinncesxd:
>.>
prinncesxd:
please know that i'm feeling the same way you are. and that, i might even be having a harder time.
krackin95:
I know.
krackin95:
I had so many chances to show you that I could be better and show you love I had for you.but I wasn't to
krackin95:
Much of a pussy to.
krackin95:
Was*
prinncesxd:
or maybe, i just exposed too much of myself too soon.
prinncesxd:
you just weren't ready to. and that was fine.
krackin95:
Cos I forced you.
prinncesxd:
actually, no. you didn't.
krackin95:
I told you I didn't want to take advantage of you.
prinncesxd:
you know it, too.
prinncesxd:
i know you did, and you didn't take advantage of me.
prinncesxd:
I did this, NOT you. it was MY decision, and it's not YOUR fault.
krackin95:
...
krackin95:
I just want you to get over me in the summer. So what we had wouldn't Hurt you anymore
prinncesxd:
i will never fully get over you, and it'll always hurt me.
prinncesxd:
but it's fine.
krackin95:
I know I'll feel the same way
krackin95:
Hey, why does my sweater smell like weed??
prinncesxd:
no, it doesn't?
krackin95:
It does. The guys smelt it. Then they were like "were you smoking a joint with the Negros?"
prinncesxd:
wow, that's weird. i don't know, it was just sitting in my room for a few days. and no my room doesn't smell like weed.
krackin95:
Oh.
krackin95:
I thought it would come back smelling like you but then yeah
prinncesxd:
sorry.
krackin95:
It's ok.you kept my boxers, didn't you?!?!
prinncesxd:
OH, haha yeah. i forgot about that.
krackin95:
Oh ok. You can keep those. Cos if you gimme it back it might smell like coochie
prinncesxd:
LOL, weird. i washed them. and i've only wore them once. but yeah, i'm keeping them.
krackin95:
Ok
krackin95:
I'll talk to you some other time. I have to go reminise about some things.
krackin95:
Bye, Prinnces. Have fun with the single life.
